Wednesday, April 29, 2009

And I Would RUN 500 Miles ...

Okay ... so I didn't exactly run 500 miles but I did run 5, thats from Capistrano to the pier and back. While this probably seems like some small feat to most this is HUGE for me. While it is true that I have been athletic since I was little, dancing since before I could walk, and joined the USD crew team as a freshman, I have never been much of a runner. My feet always preferred dancing than running I guess, and the exercised induced asthma has not been any help. But today I did it, I ran 5 miles ... the most I've EVER done. It's amazing how accomplished I feel about this. I am ready to conquer the day now!!! Hello sweet wednesday, I'm gonna own you!!


"I feel infinite ... and in that moment I swear we are infinite"
- The perks of being a Wallflower 

Monday, April 27, 2009

My Bittersweet Symphony ...

I'm going to miss this so much it hurts. My mom has been the voice in the back of my head while I've been at USD constantly reminding me that it is going to be over before I know it. Well it's almost over and I can't believe it. I feel like so many of the little things I took for granted when they were happening but looking back on them now realize what pivotal moments they were. 

Decisions:
Despite telling my parents I was going to USD after moving my oldest brother in when I was 9, they still couldn't believe it when I actually sent in my acceptance. However, while choosing a school solely on its appearance and the fact that I liked how all the buildings matched may have not always seemed to be the best decision, looking back now it was the right one and I'm glad that, that is what got me here because I realized how much it had to offer that a tour or overnight could have never accomplished. 

Roomies: 
I remember receiving my roommate letter in the male freshman year. Calling Sam to introduce myself was probably on of the funniest situations as Lily (her sister) picked up the phone and screamed in utter excitement at the top of your lungs ... "SSSAAMMM IT"S YOUR ROOMMATE" ... Ironically that phone call made us both late for the same job as she worked at Hollister and I at Abercrombie. The online conversations the followed I will cherish forever, especially her threatening to jump on a girls back and spray hairspray and or moose in their eyes if they attempted to steal either of our bath mats in the johnny squares 

Ariane was a happy accident Junior year as when my plans to go abroad didn't work out and I was in dire need of a roommate and an apartment on the beach. Luckily that same week she posted on facebook that she was in need of a roomie as well. She has become one of, if not the best friend I could have asked for out of USD. Our emotional movie dates and dinner dates have been my savior. I have laughed more with her than anyone else and no matter how down I am she can always come up with some stupid anecdotal story, typically of something we have done together, that can put a smile on my face. We also make a great team when painting the town red, we single-handedly became best friends with the entire Typhoon staff in a two week period, and even now when we go back, despite half the staff having moved on, can still get free drinks. And finally, as we so lovingly pointed out to a guy this weekend we tell each other 
e v e r y t h i n g (well maybe just 98%)

Friends:
Megan and Morgan I'm going to include you in with the Jamaica boys because that's how it should be. The three of us make some sort of weird unit and even though we might not remember most of our nights together, they have all been perfect, and our days where we try to piece them together are the highlight of my weeks. And the Jamaica boys (Scott, Serge, Fly, Blue Ray, Jeffie, and Plum), I don't think I'd have anything to do without you ... life would be pretty boring but I still believe my opinion helps out in your shopping at the market ... an 8 lb. steak is not necessary even when it is only $10. 

School:
In the last few weeks, even when I am swamped with work, papers, and tests, I push myself to go because I know I only have a month left of this and it truly is bittersweet. And, everything that has happened in between class, strolling around campus, and social life has been my symphony over the past four years and I am proud to say it is nearly complete and it is my masterpiece ... and I wouldn't change a note of it. 

Simply Shabby Chic

Everything about this outfit is perfect to me. My goal is able to throw on a ton of separates like this and make it appear so put together and effortless. I love the messy hair paired with the snake skin heels. I love it all!

[image f. olsenanonymous] 

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Lyrics to l i v e by


This song never gets old and the more I listen to it the more I appreciate it. Every time it comes on in my car I insist on rolling all the windows down, very Cruel Intentionsesque ... be happy and be free!

[image f. leloveimage]

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life
Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down 
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah 
No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, 
but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold 
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no


Monday, April 20, 2009

She spins on her toes w h e r e e v e r she goes

[image f. Peonies and Polaroids]

I brought up how much I miss dancing a few weeks back but this picture makes me realize the extent to how much I miss it. The friendships and being back stage, and to add to it I did a quartet from swan lake with outfits very similar to this. I can't wait for summer when I can get back to dance, my first love ... 

She's c o u n t r y ...




What a crazy and amazing weekend. Well, more than a weekend since I was in Arizona from wednesday to sunday. Just a quick recap on a little of what it entailed:
  • 3 races
  • Seeing Kasey Kahne and Elliot Sadler up close and personal
  • Getting molested by 95% of men
  • Wearing my cowboy boots almost everyday and others thinking nothing of it but complimenting me on my style (which was amazing compared to all the other women decked out in Tony Stewart gear)
  • Singing country songs at the top of my lungs when ever one came on, which was throughout the entire day, nearly non-stop 
  • Drinking copious amounts of beer because when at a NASCAR event calories from beers don't count 
  • Drinking said beer in 95 degree weather 
  • Being with family 
  • Drunkenly creating a drink with my brothers called "scamp", a mix of amp energy drink and scotch, because it was the only alcohol we had left and we no longer cared

Pursuit of Happiness

These images make me smile, both different, but remind me that happiness can be found in the simplest settings and with things we see everyday and often over look, but when we do open our eyes we see what we have is in that moment perfect

Saturday, April 11, 2009

The day I broke up with MasterCard ...

"It was the hardest thing I've ever done - breaking up with my credit cards. We were sitting at the kitchen table, just MasterCard, Visa, and me ... 

It was a difficult time. MasterCard and I had had a relationship since college. When we met, it was a sunny fall day in my sophomore year, and I needed a new pair of jeans. The funny thing about credit-card applications in college is they don't seem like a serious financial venture ..." 

"... but the fact of the matter is, MasterCard could never buy me a peace of mind. And that is truly priceless!"

- It's a Wonderful Lie: 26 Truths about Life in Your Twenties 
(basically my life summed up in a book ... )

Friday, April 10, 2009

"Some things n e v e r change"

 A routine can be seen as boring and predictable, but somewhere in that routine we find comfort, something that is often absent in spontaneity. I'm not suggesting that living in the moment is a fault, it is quite the opposite, it makes life exciting, but as time progresses those that only live from moment to moment may discover that they are alone. It is finding a balance between routine (the constants and things that never change) and spontaneity (living in the moment) that is ideal, I'm on a journey to finding this balance ... if and when I find the answer i'll let you know the secret ... until then ... 

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Utterly S e d u c e d by the Tudors

"Seduce me. Write Letters to me. And poems, I love poems. Ravish me with your words. Seduce me."
- Anne Boleyn (The Tudors)

     I never watched this show having loved the movie The Other Boleyn Girl, and not wanting the show to let me down. It has done quite the contrary, instead it has given me an even greater look into the scandalous life of Henry VIII and Anne Boleyn, accompanied by the quick whit remarks of Anne and the good looks of Jonathan Rhys Myers. I've been seduced and am truly addicted ... 

Happy 21st Gibson!






FINALLY!!!
When life gives you lemons ... just add VODKA!!

Friday, April 3, 2009

Spring Fever


You're the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. 
- Edward Cullen (Twilight)

Just D A N C E ...

"Dance till stars come down from the rafters
Dance, Dance, D A N C E till you drop"
- W.H. Auden

      It's weird how something that used to be such a large part of us, that defined us, can be so easily dismissed when you forget who you are, where you come from, and most importantly who you are. I entered college confidently and now that I am about to leave I find that I am searching for that confidence. Everything "pointes" me back to dance. What a different road I could have taken, what I different person I could have become, but I chose not to take the road less traveled by, and it has made all the difference ... 

Till it be Morrow ...

"These violent delights have violent ends. And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which as they kiss, consume." - Romeo and Juliet 

Grad School!!!

"It is the supreme art of the teacher to awaken joy in creative expression and knowledge"
- Albert Einstein 

     Today was an awesome morning. After weeks of anticipation I finally got my acceptance into SDSU. After years of talking trash on SDSU girls I'll be joining them but will be attending with USD style and spirit! Once a torero, A L W A Y S a torero!!